February 2012
201 posts
me: omg i'm so fat what's wrong with me
me: i'm gonna work really hard to get a super hot body
me two minutes later: omg is that cake
Kid: why do we have to learn this
Math teacher: because fuck you
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Tuesday, 21st February 2012
How come there are people out there who have been suffering for much less time than I have, but they are miles ahead in their treatment? It doesn’t seem fair.
I’m not even talking about my mental health but my physical health. I’ve been dealing with these stomach problems for almost 2 years, yet someone I’m following has similar issues and she’s already got the tests...
friend: i got an A on my calculus test
friend: i got a hot boyfriend
friend: i had so much fun partying this weekend
me: one time i got four notes on a text post i made
944)I’ve met someone who can handle my mood...
946)I have hurt myself, but never seriously....
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Thursday, 16th February 2012 (2)
I just saw this on tumblr and thought I’d do it because…well, why not?
SELF-HARM SURVEY
Age? 19. Sex? Female. Label yourself (prep, goth, druggie, weirdo, etc.) Uh…I don’t know. I like really feminine things. How long have you been cutting? I’m not really sure. I first cut when I was either 16 or 17, but it’s not something I did very often. I...
DREAMDECAY: The Most Honest Post I've Ever Written →
dreamdecay:
I hate when people tell me to “move on”. Or to “get over it”, “it’s all in your head”.
Maybe I’m just not ready to get over it. I’m not in that stage of my life to forgive and forget. I wish people respected that. If it was as easy as getting over it, trust me, I would have.
Don’t give me…
Annoyance.
adaraknickrehm:
I must admit, I am quite tired of outsiders placing judgement based on assumption of my life.
Those who insist on doubting my disorders purely because I am “high functioning”.
Yes I can look after myself, this does not mean that I do not have mental illnesses.
That being said.
The very few close to me (two people) fully comprehend the severity of each day passing. It’s not as...
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Thursday, 16th February 2012
I feel as though if I could just reduce my food intake to a bare minimum for a few months, I may look sickly enough for doctors to take me seriously. A few months of headaches, hunger pains, tiredness and nausea would be worth it to get the attention of those who could help.
But then I get hungry and binge.
Fuck.
“She is afraid that others will see her as being recovered. She will appear...”
– The five stages of recovery (via fautedemieuxxx)
“Racism is still a really big issue in this country especially around immigration...”
– Hari Kondabolu - Mexican Stereotypes
(via theangryblackwoman)
